The Second Awakening

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 Shit's getting real. 

Second awakening, second dark night. Things being taken left and right. I remain intact. If I don't listen, the third will be brutal. But so far, just my heart is suffering. All wounds coming to the surface. Needs, strong and wild, begging to be felt. The important ones: food, water. The amazing ones: love, connection, touch. The Mission: work and a place to live. 

How do people live when they're following their hearts? How many people still will fall off, just to meet me again at a higher place? What is important? Animals, nature, one another. Those are the important things. Secondary comes health and then follow the rest. Will I feel fullfilled when I've followed the Calling? Will I be alone? Will I meet people who are closer to my heart and build great relationships?

Do I have to struggle? How much do I have to struggle? Will my needs be met? Yes. Yes, is the answer. On the first heartbeat. 

The minute you rise, you decide to be True to yourself and not live plunged into vices, is the minute the universe opens up to you. Not to give you, in your greedy hands. But to share with you all that is meant for you.

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Second awakening. A breath. Maybe a path dressed in light. Definitely a path dressed in Trust. 

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