Shit's getting real. Second awakening, second dark night . Things being taken left and right. I remain intact. If I don't listen, the third will be brutal. But so far, just my heart is suffering. All wounds coming to the surface. Needs, strong and wild, begging to be felt. The important ones: food, water. The amazing ones: love, connection, touch. The Mission : work and a place to live . How do people live when they're following their hearts? How many people still will fall off, just to meet me again at a higher place? What is important? Animals, nature, one another. Those are the important things. Secondary comes health and then follow the rest. Will I feel fullfilled when I've followed the Calling ? Will I be alone? Will I meet people who are closer to my heart and build great relationships? Do I have to struggle? How much do I have to struggle? Will my needs be met? Yes. Yes, is the answer. On the first heartbeat. The minute you rise, you decide to be True to ...